A poem by me

In Silence

There once was a man

Who lived in his mind

He had a wife and a home

That he couldn't find

For all they were

Just an image in his brain

A house in Winchester

and a woman named Elaine.


He was happy in dreams,

Had money and fame

In truth, he was poor and lonely

tired and  frail.

He never was the man

He had hoped to be

So all he could do

was dream a better dream.

In sickness and in health,

He would lay in that bed.

Never to open his eyes

Till the day he was dead.


In silence they buried him

For only two came,

The undertaker and his wife

A maiden named Elaine.


 

 

 

 

 

The Fat prince and his princess and their seven dwarfs.. i mean kids.

Once upon a time, there lived a princess who lived in a magical land far far away. She hoped one day, a handsome prince would ride on his loyal steed and save her from her evil stepmother.... blah blah blah.. and they lived happily ever after.

We all grew up reading fairytales. How the mighty prince always gets the beautiful princess, or how the peasant girl gets the prince and vice-versa. Whatever the story may be, it always ends with happily ever after.We were fed lies since we were young.

What happens after they ride off towards the sunset? Thats when real life happens. You wake up from all the fancy dresses and the horses and the roses and all those nonsense and you realise, the might prince next to you has become fat, lazy and no longer the mighty prince. The princess?, Well she had kids. And she grew fat...

Nobody has that perfect ending cause real life never ends. Life goes on and on and on.

The past.

I went through my stuff a few minutes ago.Here was what I found..

"I gave myself to you
you broke my heart
i Promise, i love you... the words u spoke to me
but in end, all it is, is empty words and promises.

maybe u were busy but a msg would have been nice .. i have been crying, you promised! and broke it :(

why do i love you? anyone else and i would have gone long ago. u need to truley tell me whats going on its not fair to lead me on, its not fair to get my hopes up.. i dunno if u have had that done to u before but it hurts for somone to say that they love you and jsut ;osiefhdpikfsdml meh! i dunno? i dunno what to say. What can i say im so hurt and so dissapointed, i told u if u cant do it dont promise it :( but u did.
ill be back after work to see if ur hear if u waited for me, and i know that u know i will come back. becasue i have given u reason to trust me.
i gave u my heart, and its breaking
ahh and here come the tears again!
i hate love.. it hurts to much :("

Oh boohoo and cry me a river.
Oh and spell right the next time.
I can't believe I kept this still...
Bring in the lols..

Bennie and The Jets

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This is such a feel good song.
BBBBBBENNIE AND THE JETS!!..

...
New Moon. Twilight. Edward Cullen.

I hate it. I won't apologize about it. I hate it.
Don't get me wrong, I LOVE vampires. I do. Just not sparkling vampires.

What happened to Nosferatu , Draculas..
Those were the big guys. Who feared the sun and roamed the nights. Who thirst for human blood, savagely attacking anything that crosses its path.
Not play baseball, piano and fall in love.
Its trying to hard to be a vampire/romantic movie that hopes to withstand time and live in the classics in the near future.
I say ' good luck '
I remember growing up and watching Salem's Lot (the miniseries), and got majorly freaked out. I often slept covering my neck just in case some vampire was knocking on my window pane beckoning me to open it and then.. bam! bites me in the neck.
Man, there are so many wrongs in the idea of twilight that doesn't seem to be noticed .

First, I hate the guy who portrays Edward. Ugly.
Second, I hate the 'im a vampire.. but not really for the rules of a vampire doesn't really apply to me.'
Third, I hate its romance in it. Its pukey not aww-key. A walk to remember wins that category... and all other movies.
Fourth, The book sucks. The writing is mediocre and frivolous.
Fifth, Bah. Everything.

Now, I haven't nor will I commit myself to ever watching twilight.
I'm just utterly confused by the chaos this movie has become. Its not an epic love story nor is it an epic vampire movie.
Its an epic fail, thats what it is.

The end.

I think i'm in like with you.

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.
—I Corinthians 13:4-8a


Love is a simple 4-letter word that in itself invokes all and every emotions recorded in the feeling dictionary. To say love isn't patient or kind or jealous is short of its true power. Love, transpires to create anger, lust, confusion and even pain. Thats not to say that love, is purely breeding out the negative side of a human, but infact its actions and reactions to love .

Love is hunger, Love is getting full, Love is simple , Love is complicated.Simply, Love is an abyss of the human body , mind and soul.

 

 

Friends, Lovers Or Nothing

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- John Mayer

Now that we are over
As the loving kind
We'll be dreaming ways
To keep the good alive

Only when we want is not
A compromise
Ill be pouring tears
Into your drying eyes

Friends, lovers, or nothing
There can only be one
Friends, lovers, or nothing
We'll never be the inbetween
So give it up

You whisper "Come on over"
Cause your two drinks in
But in the morning I will say
Good-bye again

Think we'll never fall into
The jealous game
The streets will flood
With blood of those who felt the same

Friends, lovers, or nothing
You see
There can only be one
Friends, lovers, or nothing
We'll never an inbetween
So give it up

Friends, lovers, or nothing
We can really only ever be one
Friends, lovers, or nothing
Don't you know
We'll never be the inbetween
So give it up

No we'll never the inbetween
So give it up

Anything other than 'yes' is 'no'
Anything other than 'stay' is 'go'
Anything less than 'I love you' is lying...

Comes N' Goes

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- Greg Laswell

This one's for the lonely
The ones that seek and find
Only to be let down
Time after time

This one's for the torn down
The experts at the fall
Come on friends get up now
You're not alone at all

And this part was for her
This part was for her
This part was for her
Does she remember?

It comes and goes in waves, i....

This one's for the faithless
The ones that are surprised
They are only where they are now
Regardless of their fight

This one's for believing
If only for it's sake
Come on friends get up now
Love is to be made

And this part was for her
This part was for her
This part was for her
Does she remember?

It comes and goes in waves,
I am only led to wonder why
It comes and goes in waves
I am only led to wonder why
Why I try

This is for the ones who stand
For the ones who try again
For the ones who need a hand
For the ones who think they can

It comes and goes in waves,
I am only led to wonder why
It comes and goes in waves
I am only led to wonder why
Why I try

Greg Laswell- It's Been a Year

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I think life should be a mystery. Our stories written in the longest chapters. In tales of love, crime, thriller and horror. I'd like to think that as much as as you read me, as much as you'd like to think I'm like an open book; there is that chapter hidden in between the pages which you never did realize it was there to begin with. Words written in metaphors hiding its true meaning.And even when you finish reading it, you're left confused by the tale and unsatisfied by the journey. You ponder about the book , the story and you try so hard to decipher its meaning, coming up with a million theories but only the author knows the real story. Only the writer knows the journey , only me.

Today, It rain and never once did I feel it drop on my face. It simply could be the company sheltered me from it or perhaps I was simply to immersed staring deep into what then , i didn't know was my future staring back at me.Today, was the start of a new beginning and an end to never ending fairytales.

"Yeah it's about that time
that you contact me to make rhyme
and reason of what we did
now that it's been a year"

-Greg Laswell